Frustrated at Forty

In looking at my current situation, I have to look back at my life. Mostly this is to see if I can see a pattern or to see if I can see possible reasons for my current situation.

Disclaimer – my recollection of the SP order in this series is hindered by my alcoholic and drug induced haze.

There was a girl that came to the club that was cute.  There were lots that were cute, this one stood out – or didn’t – because she was something like 48” tall.  She was attractive and liked me because I ran the club.  I think I remember that she didn’t do coke and didn’t care that I did.  Whatever.  One night we went home to her place and screwed – my second one night stand.  Or, so I thought.  We would try to date but it just didn’t work.

SP12 Recap:  I sadly think I did it just to do it.  It just wasn’t meant to be.  She tried.