Frustrated at Forty


History Part Seventeen – Sexual Partner 14 (SP14)
October 11, 2007, 11:27 pm
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In looking at my current situation, I have to look back at my life. Mostly this is to see if I can see a pattern or to see if I can see possible reasons for my current situation.

Disclaimer – my recollection of the SP order in this series is hindered by my alcoholic and drug induced haze.

Every person – whether you are in high school, clubbing, college, work, whatever – has that one person that is SOOOO hot that everyone drools after them.  There was one at the club that looked like a cross between a porn star and rock star.  This girl was hot – she was a band groupie, a druggie, a drunk – but freakin’ hot.  Those that were lucky enough would always remember it and all shared that ‘exclusive club’ of bedding her.  She would hang around the club fairly often – especially when there were national acts.  She knew me and would talk occasionally. One night, I was so drunk that I could barely talk. For whatever reason, that night I had the balls to talk her into coming to my house.  How I drove home I’ll never know.  I remember that we drank more and did more lines at the house and I insisted on taking her to bed.  I could hardly keep my cock hard.  Like to the point that she pretty much told me that maybe that night wasn’t supposed to be.  I was adamant at that point – I had to finish.  She ended up on top and all I could think of was that I couldn’t believe I was fucking her.  Sadly thinking of that meant that I was not at 100% and kept falling out.  I finally came, rolled over and passed out.  She was there in the morning since I had driven and I tried to talk her into doing something that I could remember.  She was probably pretty smart in saying no.  Never tapped that again.

SP14 Recap:  Glory fuck.