Frustrated at Forty

In looking at my current situation, I have to look back at my life. Mostly this is to see if I can see a pattern or to see if I can see possible reasons for my current situation.

All of this brings me to the purpose of this blog.  I need to type out my frustrations – mostly to be able to look back and see things.  Who knows how long my memory will hold out.  I didn’t intend to make this a public blog at first, just a repository for my thoughts and actions.  Then I figured that it didn’t make a difference.  I keep it as anonymous as possible and see what others may be going through.  Maybe others have been in the same boat and made decisions that they wish they could change.  Maybe others have come through happier than ever.  I guess this give the opportunity to see what has been done and to possibly help guide me to better decision making.