Frustrated at Forty

In looking at my current situation, I have to look back at my life. Mostly this is to see if I can see a pattern or to see if I can see possible reasons for my current situation.

I had never had a one night stand.  I was running a bar at this time and there was a group of friends that would come in most every night.  Like most groups, there was a cute girl and one that was not as cute.  I would always flirt with the tall, cute one.  After drinking one evening, one of the guys said that the short one really liked me.  One night, we went to her house after drinking even more on the back stoop of the bar. I was feeling horny and wasn’t really interested in her but was thinking with my penis.  I remember her wanting to leave a light on in the room and I didn’t want to.  Sadly, it was a full moon night and I got to see everything that I hadn’t wanted to.  Kissing her was a feat and in trying to remove her bra I found a mole with a big ol’ hair growing out of it on her back.  I could wrap it around my finger and did.  I kept thinking what would happen if I would just wrap it around my finger and rip it out – but I figured I wouldn’t get any if I did that.  Once that granny bra was off, she had a hair around one of her nipples that pretty much disgusted me.  At this point I just wanted to get it over with.  I left pretty quickly and would not talk to her afterwards other than to get a drink order.  That group of people ended up not coming back to the bar and I was officially yelled at by the owner for sleeping with the regulars and affecting his business. SP6 would also come around a lot and he would yell at me to start sleeping with the customers so that she would stop coming by.  He was never happy.

SP7 Recap:  Did you miss that?  It was a one-night stand…