Frustrated at Forty

In looking at my current situation, I have to look back at my life. Mostly this is to see if I can see a pattern or to see if I can see possible reasons for my current situation.

Another coworker and I started seeing eachother.  She was ten years older and had a young daughter.  She lived out of the city quite a bit but we would have fun going to movies, to dinners, and hanging around her house.  Her body-type was pear shaped – ‘normal’ on top but really large in the hips and large thighs.  I was given a lot of crap about her shape by everyone at work and one day it had just gotten to me.  That was shallow.  I was also a bit freaked out answering questions from her daughter.  She was given a rash of crap from her aged friends as well.  The thing I remember most about her was that she loved my ‘smooth chest’.  I wish she could see me now!

SP4 Recap: Age and body shape doomed this one.